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11/22/2009 Den Haag The wind blew me from Amsterdam to Den Haag. I met a friend who works in the real state public sector. I thought he was quiet at the beginning. Later he told me the first time he used to act. But then the dark sides in the acting circle drove him to something else. He worked almost 10 years in real state and related profession. But the past 2 years, he realized that his love of movies came back. So he started to take private film class. In the crisis he got out of his job. Now he is looking for a new job and making short movies. I see similarities. In the afternoon we saw a movie called Lilies, the type of movies I like. But it seems these years, people no longer make such movies. Maybe because the previously alternative topic has become more acceptable, then it comes to the main stream movies. But in the meantime, some feelings are lost. But Den Haag is a lovely city. Stories of Amsterdam Stories of Amsterdam I was alone in the bar April in Amsterdam on a Saturday afternoon. An older man who apparently was not in his best time of charm came over to talk to me. But it was harmless to have a drink and enjoy some chat. I was not interested in most of the topics, but then we started to talk about love. I said I was not sure when people get older, if there is some point that feeling doesn't matter anymore just like we get used to everything, or it will get stronger. He told me "the feeling of love never changes". I asked, "is it still a burning pain of joy?" At first he didn't hear me clear, then he said, "it's a feeling of hope". I think he is the optimistic guy. I would try to have someone stable before I get too old. Then he said, "every time I see a Chinese guy, I feel attracted. I don't know why, just like I don't know why I'm gay. And it's not just the look, but everything else." Story of Lulu If I can't give my sweetness to someone who loves me and worth my love, then I give it to the public to put it to good use. Maybe he/she will become the sweetheart of Amsterdam. Will he/she finally find love for herself? It's another story. One-way Ticket , Today I heard a song about "One-Way Ticket". I realized life put me in the same box. I bought one way ticket from USA to Madrid, from Madrid to Barcelona, from Barcelona to Frankfurt, and then I'm in Amsterdam. When I go back to Barcelona, I also bought one-way ticket. Some times it's lack of control over things, some times it's the feeling of drifting. 11/20/2009 Get Used To It lyric
11/19/2009 AcademicsIt seems the current academic fields, don't lack new ideas and diverse theories, but lack integration and systematic implementation of different results.010
Decoration is your digital personality. 装饰是你网络世界的人格。 11/18/2009 数码海洋里的鱼Possibilities grow in the digital sea, possibilities die in the digital sea. The life of possibility is a flash of light. We often overlook it. IllusionsI probably like reading news but I certainly have no ambition in politics. I enjoy a walk in the peaceful woods with mysterious colors in Berlin. After living in different countries, cultures turn out to be illusions and barriers. I feel more and more for the small efforts that some people make to connect ans support, with our chemicals that we all have underneath.     Leaves cover up my face decorating my ages 11/17/2009 Noble DreamsWhen people have noble dreams but no practical skills to tackle the world The dreams become a tumor  Sometimes if u get to a higher level following your current path, you will be able to see how to approach your dream again. But sometimes the current path just takes up the time and leads u further. so I don't know, we all try to figure out how to solve this. If we forget the dream, probably it's easier to advance in your current path. But with ... Read Morethat dream constantly attacking you, it just makes the path harder. But we are just too fragile to start all over again and lose the things we have. Maybe earning some money and find a place to settle and then start the real life at early thirties.   
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